So, my great dream is to become a yoga teacher....not only that, but I want to LIVE yoga, BREATHE yoga, BE yoga....so what am I doing? Anything BUT yoga. I was supposed to take today to look for a job - call studios, research assisted living, try online postings....what did I do? Laundry, dishes, made the bed, checked my email, balanced my checkbook....and now its almost 8:00pm. I'm just really having a hard time getting it together and staying focused. I can't seem to really discipline myself. I feel like all of my dreams are getting farther and farther away....
So, I tell myself, "it's ok. I'm perfect exactly as I am right now. I can only do so much. Forgive myself and move on. There's always tomorrow." Thing is, I feel like I've been saying all that to myself for a long time. Now, I can't figure out if it's true or if it's all just excuses....
What kind of yogini am I if I can't even follow through with the thing that I want the most???
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